hmm.
weijie and i had a very matured conversation over the phone.
talking about life, and our future.
half the time we were just spouting our worries,
and the other half we just scared ourselves.

it got me sort of thinking for awhile.
so many things are beyond our control.
or highly dependent on how much effort we want to put in.

i cant really deal with the helplessness/uncertainty.
i want to stay 17 forever,
laugh till my stomach aches with my classmates forever,
have random sleepovers and outings forever.

but forever is a really long time.
and time is not going to wait for you to grow up.
the future is a scary place.

mmm wadyou say?
that you only meant well
of course you did
of course it is -imogen (: